couldn't sleep at all yesterday night.
was tossing and turning on my bed from 11.30pm all the way till 6am when i woke up for school.
can you imagine?!
whenever i shut my eyes and tries to sleep, those images will start floating on my mind.
then i'll open my eyes and lie on the bed wide awake again.
and the cycle goes on and on and on...
i swear it's driving me nuts.
i don't know if it's just my pure imagination but it's really frightening.
it seems so real and all...
why?
why am i having such thoughts?
why am i having such images on my mind?
was it my imagination?
or was it trying to hint something to me?
i don't know.
i seriously don't.
nowadays i often find myself having nightmares and suddenly waking up in tears.
just what's going on?!
i haven't been eating since yesterday morning.
thanks to the flu bug & the dry cough & the sore throat.
i vomitted everything that i eat & drink.
maybe if this goes on i can consider going on a diet.
LOL
basically, i feels like a walking zombie in school today.
and now i've lost my voice because i had been coughing and coughing like hell.
i'm feeling so restless, so tired, and so sick.
& i'm missing him so very much.
sigh.
it's me
11:37 PM
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